You locked me outside for a hundred years
That’s where I learned to be
But my knuckles
they grew so sensitive to pain
And then you slowly pulled the curtains
I’ve never seen an auditorium so small
Can it be a dream?
Remains of your essence could hardly restrain
my intoxication of your veins
Passing through your gate
I had to shrink over and over again
Flesh free of shame
I am no surgeon
I am no mortician
But I had my fork in my belt
Can it be a shield
against a deceased arm standing by its own?
I amputated your shoulder
to eliminate the ghost of her resting head
my intoxication of your veins
Passing through your gate
I had to shrink over and over again
Flesh free of shame
I am no surgeon
I am no mortician
But I had my fork in my belt
Can it be a shield
against a deceased arm standing by its own?
I amputated your shoulder
to eliminate the ghost of her resting head
Even when they are helpless
Your hands scare me
I lectured my skin on
avoiding their screams
but my micro lungs got arrested
in-between
I don’t breathe
I don’t breathe
Kayaking on your red ocean
I want to shower your heart
I want to shower your heart
But it’s a coffee bean
too dead to orgasm
Your pleasure spots are functioning no more
so should be your proud knee
so should be your proud knee
Melting your right ear
to extract everything you said was true
smashing the left
I can’t taste what I injected yesterday
to extract everything you said was true
smashing the left
I can’t taste what I injected yesterday
I couldn't fit
amid the wreck
I couldn't escape.
The earth should flatten around my debris.
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| Shrinking lover from Talk to her (2002) |
